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Seriously...No updates. Well I did go to New Orleans and that was fun. 
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One week since my grandpa passed...One week and things still feel bad...empty? But I guess since I'm writing this...I must be feeling better? Well better enough to sit my arse down and get back on the computer to actually check what's going on with everything else. It's odd. I mean...I know the world will keep spinning and life for everyone else goes on. But it just doesn't seem right anymore. I regret not taking the moments I had with my grandpa and just thanking him for everything's he's done for me. Allowing me to live in his house for high school, my laptop, most of the vacations we took...it was all with my grandparents. I mean, we had Christmas in the Smokey Mountains. What did I do? I sat in the cabin on a computer. *Sigh* Yeah, I know not my fault....but perhaps in some way it is? 

Ah well.... Anyway... So that's that....It might be too late but really I just want to thank my grandpa and may he rest in piece away from harm. 
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Yeah...Yesterday was my 18th birthday I feel I should be excited and happy and all that but I really don't feel like it...I mean woo, 18. Blah. Highschool sucks, RL sucks right now. I still have a little grey cloud over my head right now..I think it's getting bigger too. 
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Hello~ Geeze..... a little over a year since I last updated this thing huh? Well the jest of things going on now is college..and college....a little Nightvale... But mostly college. On the plus side I'm working on my writing skills and may be opening up for commissions soon if it sounds like a good idea? It just takes soooo long for me to write so it doesn't seem....well like crap. 

Let's see....Pandora Hurts is living up to its name and I got Pokemon Y! I'm also seeing the Doctor Who special in theaters the Monday after the premiere >_> SO perhaps expect a bit of fangirling from me in the days to come.

OHOH! I'm also turning 18 in  a few days. Fun stuff yeah? 
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Yeeeeeeeeeeah.... I know I haven't been active on here or anywhere else. My laptop decided to crap out on meand only work for certain thing on a short amount of time so things had to be cut. HOWEVER, I just got a new one so I'll be back on doing everything between school and band. Umm.. For marching band I have a squad of my own now and it's all flutes>< but I like them.

Anyway I think that's it for now. Oh random fact, I'm obsessed with Vocaloid, PH, and my girlfriends~ and it seems spelling is not very important on the iPad heh. Alright, byes for now~
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