One week since my grandpa passed...One week and things still feel bad...empty? But I guess since I'm writing this...I must be feeling better? Well better enough to sit my arse down and get back on the computer to actually check what's going on with everything else. It's odd. I mean...I know the world will keep spinning and life for everyone else goes on. But it just doesn't seem right anymore. I regret not taking the moments I had with my grandpa and just thanking him for everything's he's done for me. Allowing me to live in his house for high school, my laptop, most of the vacations we took...it was all with my grandparents. I mean, we had Christmas in the Smokey Mountains. What did I do? I sat in the cabin on a computer. *Sigh* Yeah, I know not my fault....but perhaps in some way it is?
Ah well.... Anyway... So that's that....It might be too late but really I just want to thank my grandpa and may he rest in piece away from harm.